1. PREFACE

2. INTRODUCTION

3. MY CHILDHOOD
The beginning
School
Natural medical doctor

4. ON THE "OTHER SIDE"
The Great Experiences/Ten years of uniterrupted Bliss
Prophecy
A Dream
Vision of the Grail
Explanation/The Trinity
Appendix
My Inner Woman
To make love and be free…. Tantra
The Master
REVELATION OF THE GREAT MOTHER
ABSOLUTE NOTHINGNESS
THE GREAT LIGHT
THE GREAT DEATH/THE UNDERWORLD
Commentary
Continuation
The Ultimate Sutra
Continuation
Amsterdam, August 1980
Dance
Kundalini
Silent Power
Next
Nothing Is/The Cycle Completed

5. THE ULTIMATE SUTRA

6. DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL
Personal integration: fifteen years of trial and error
Abandonment
Self-centeredness
Jealous Monologues
The Inner Adversary
Catharsis

7. THE SACRED VALLEY
(“Sermon of the Valley”)
The descent
The depth
The return

8. MY LIFE'S MYTH
Looking back
Compassion
Renewal
Beauty

9. HEALING THE PLANET
To begin with yourSelf
Lamentation
The Universal Way
Sovereign Living
The 7 Steps

10. THE GREAT MOTHER
(Re)discovery
Teresa of Avila
A Miracle/PilgrimCare
Acknowledgement

11. TURN ON
Great Mother Hymn

12. EPILOG
Being Available
“Evaluation”
The Green Grass

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