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"Come ye all unto Me,
I Am the All-Embracing One"
Whispering of the Universal Mother
"Streef naar Verlichting, (re)integreer
je leven en dien de ander"
|Few people know that some years before my Great
Experiences I got an authentic transcendental Vision.
It consisted of St John's Wort, the Canaanite Tree of Life and the outpouring Grail
Chalice. They unfolded themselves in sequence. After many years I grasped the meaning of
it: a guideline for my entire life. And indeed; St.John's Wort stands for my 10 years of
uninterrupted Bliss, the Tree of Life for 20 years of integrating my life (while writing
all my experiences down) and the Chalice for selfless sharing of the Essence. I understood
that this was a universal "Leitmotiv" for everyone: "Strive for
Enlightenment, (re)integrate your life and serve others". While having spent more
than 10 years in formulating my teaching (see website) the last transition happened just
now: in winter 2010
|It wasn't and still isn't easy. Many years I dedicated
my life in writing down my experiences and insights. This corresponds with the Tree of
Life. Its seven arms symbolize the seven areas of my teaching. Necessarily, this needed to
be put into a system, to make it understandable for beginners (and who isn't a
beginner...). Although inspired by the Divine, thinking, words, ideas and concepts had to
be used. If you do that long enough, it becomes some kind of a habit, even with the inner
observer regularly disconnecting myself from it. Principles, goals and strategies became
very dear to me, indispensable for my teaching, I thought. The Vision, however,
is unrelenting: "there will be a time that you have to leave it all behind". The
Tree of Life turning into a Chalice.....Rightnow that time has come....
|It wasn't the first time that I lived and celebrated
Emptiness. After I was granted "my" Threefold
Realization (1977) I have spent 10 years being a Nothingness. During that
time my life was One Eternal Moment, full of joy and carefree. So I know where I am
talking about. It is the difference between Realization and identification. Most people
identify themselves with a concept: "non-attachment", for instance. In the
course of time they become "one with it" to such an extent, that their whole
life becomes dominated by "non-attachment". This, however, is not the real thing
(don't tell those people, for they may become angry at you, indeed, prove of the fact that
they cling to it!). Realization, on the other hand, is the breakthrough of the Dimension
of Non-Attachment from within. Instead of an ego identifying with it, the ego completely
dissolves into the Void
|When it strikes you - unexpectedly, unprepared - like
it did with me, it is relatively easy. After a (long) period of identification with
spiritual topics (and convictions!, see above), it is a lot more difficult, though. That's
why Jesus went to the desert after his many years of training. He had to kick the habit. I
am in that stage rightnow, in which I have to get rid of all my dear ideas. It is turning
from fullness to Emptiness, once again. The fullness I have shared with you through my
website, Emptiness will be shared through personal contact. The shift is huge. I
"simply" have to forget everything I stood for....The difference with my first
Empty period: at that time I joyfully celebrated Emptiness as such, now - through being
Nothing once again - Space is created for you to dwell in, together with all your
questions, problems, anxieties and suffering. Emptiness proves to be
|The (Grail) Chalice symbolizes the Cosmic Womb, from
which all life originates. Instead of relying on my own experiences, I have to start
living surrendering myself to the Ultimate.....and trust it (Her). She will give answer to
all questions, I have only allow it to happen. Just like Jesus I will need a
withdrawal period, though. A retreat, that very well could become permanent. As you can
see the Chalice is pouring itself out. Not with a plan or concept in mind, but spontaneous
and direct from the Source. The outpouring has to be triggered, without it Emptiness will
stay where it is (empty). That's why in Japan believers clap their hands upon entering the
temple. The Gods have to be "waken up" (haha). In the same way the right
question of the seeker determines the quality of the reply. It requires you turning
inward, as well. Ultimately it is a Heart to Heart affair.....
|This mutual trust is the Cauldron of Miracles. It goes
like this: I am Empty and receptive. There is no obstacle for you to enter my Heart.
Provided you have the "right" question the Heart replies. Without interference
of my small mind it finds its way to your Heart. Deep resonance is then finding its way
from the Center to the periphery. It goes through all layers of your bodymind system.
Proof of it are vibrations that sometimes shake the "physical" layer as well.
Its signs are a moment of great clarity, trembling, shivering, joy, a very gentle feeling,
laughing, silence, tears, sweating, waves, dancing, an embrace and many more. When
the Heart is touched awakened insight will be your share. It doesn't matter with what
problems you come to me. What is decisive is that you are authentic and sincere, longing
for a Heart to Heart affair....
|After having observed my duty towards society i.e.
shared everything to "save the earth", (that is where the website is all about),
in the last phase of my life the emphasis of my work has thus changed toward
"holiness". Like Teresa of Avila said: "be holy to the benefit of the
Whole". In becoming holy we become the Whole. It is the highest possible
Realization. It happens when we start living to, in and from our innermost Core, the
Source of all life. In order to "achieve" it, we have to let go of every
conditioning, especially our dear spiritual ideas, concepts and convictions. "May not
me, but THAT in me take over my life". Or, as my Vision said: "Strive for
Enlightenment, (re)integrate your life and serve others". Deep longing for the
Ultimate is a "conditio sine qua non". If the driving force isn't strong enough,
then this Path is not for you. It should be a genuine calling. In fact, the Whole has to
call you. It requires a courageous self-investigation. "Does my calling comes from
the Source or from my ego?" that is the crucial question here. It is a
"project" for life. I feel great gratitude, for being able to take the lead. May
the Cosmic Mother inspire, purify and lead us!
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